Wednesday, January 14, 2009
I Want to Fall in Love.
I don't want to be at the place anymore where I don't really know who he is. I don't like that our relationship isn't as deep as it has the potential to go. I merely have been complacent at accepting he is there and wants more of me without giving him even a quarter of me. He wants my entire being; my heart, my soul, my past, my present, my dreams, my sadness and everything else that makes me Sarah Belanger. He has teken the time to get to know everything about me, and all I really know is what people have told me about him. He has taken time to love me and I only take time to ignore him. He should be my light, my inspiration, my everything; instead I have given him not even fourth place in my life. He is always there for me, but when am I there when he calls? I don't want this anymore. I want more. I want that I can't eat breath or sleep without you passion. I want to learn everything I can about him and still want more. I want to be able to spend minutes, hours, even days with him and never get bored. I want to rejoice in his name. I want to give you my happiness, sadness, fears and dreams. I want to live for him. I want to live for God.
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ReplyDeleteOoh, you had me going there.
ReplyDeleteThen, near the end, I started to tear up a little bit. I think that today's society says that craving love is almost a negative thing, that wanting to fall in love isn't admirable or natural or even right. I read that in mexico they wear hummingbird pendants to show that they're looking for love, and everyone here pretends that they aren't looking at all.
It's beautiful that you know how much He loves you. I wish hard and pray that you'll be able to surrender to that love.
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