I Want to Fall in Love.

I don't want to be at the place anymore where I don't really know who he is. I don't like that our relationship isn't as deep as it has the potential to go. I merely have been complacent at accepting he is there and wants more of me without giving him even a quarter of me. He wants my entire being; my heart, my soul, my past, my present, my dreams, my sadness and everything else that makes me Sarah Belanger. He has teken the time to get to know everything about me, and all I really know is what people have told me about him. He has taken time to love me and I only take time to ignore him. He should be my light, my inspiration, my everything; instead I have given him not even fourth place in my life. He is always there for me, but when am I there when he calls? I don't want this anymore. I want more. I want that I can't eat breath or sleep without you passion. I want to learn everything I can about him and still want more. I want to be able to spend minutes, hours, even days with him and never get bored. I want to rejoice in his name. I want to give you my happiness, sadness, fears and dreams. I want to live for him. I want to live for God.